“baby you're the best i ever had”
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Thursday, December 22, 2005 || 9:10 pm
Isn't it funny when other people are constantly telling you not to do something, yet they do the same thing less than two seconds later? I find it ironic for some people to be judging others when they, themselves can't look after themselves properly. Maybe its because i don't live up to
their standards, and i don't
behave like a "good girl". What they might classify as a "good girl" would be angelic, always cheerful, optimistic, pretty, well-mannered.. something along those lines. I'd be sorry to tell them that, i can't be what they want me to be. Because i am me and nobody can change the way i am. There are also those occasional minor changes that
nobody notices. Changes aren't always good or aren't always bad, after all, something good comes out of something bad.
Whatever, think whatever you want about me. Yep, its rude for me to be on the net and its not rude for someone to act cowardish towards someone i'm close to. At the moment, it feels like nobody understands me. All the overprotection is getting 'irritating' =) in hilda's word that puts everything in place. I still can't get over the fact that they always assume most of my school/mono friends are "bad influences" while my friends at baddie are "the perfect type". They talk about my friends like they are species of dogs of some kind.
Anyways, today we went to canberra. It was pretty stuffy in the car, 28 degrees celcius. On the way there, my mum swerved to avoid hitting a mother duck on the road. But the next second, a white ute had already squashed the mother duck into a piece of road kill. =\ My mum actually saw the feathers flying everywhere =T .. Nothing significant happened after that, except that my hair is getting ripped out every single day by my cousin. *sigh* whatever. Bye for now..
- chubby cheex
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