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Annoyances vs Disturbances
Sunday, November 26, 2006 || 10:21 pm
Whats worse than sitting here, thinking about something thats never going to happen?
*bangs head on computer desk*Okay, so should i really do this? If i don't even try then i'll never get out of it. As year11 and 12 are such important years, i do personally believe its time to pause this badminton for a bit --- especially for someone as slow as me. It'll take me a squillion years to catch up on work and etc. Did i mention my chemistry teacher speaks with an almost inaudible accent? I'll have trouble interpreting his words into chemical equations, elements, reactions etc...
Although i posted a previous entry about my week at
blackwattle, it really did go really quick. I'm afraid that Years 11&12 will fly by and hit me in the head. With HSC and all, oh my goodness i've already done so many years of schooling... its incredible how i'm already nearly year11 - my second last year of schooling .
fuck I really must try harder next year, i should find myself a good maths tutor. Although... someone promised to help me with my year11 maths, i doubt i'll get much out of that because hes such a big distraction and i'll most probably end up failing the whole course
boo-hoo.
And of course, I'm kind of sad. =( Hahaha, I was talking to Jason in the afternoon and we were just sharing about how
OMFUG hes online sorry my bad, umm sharing about how you can stop the missing-feeling by meeting up with them. Haha Jason :) has a new crush ... keke and he was emphasising how shes too smart for him (
rusie) and how shes short (
155cm) haha funny boy...
Thats about it, i'm only blogging for history's sake. =]
Good night, Sweet dreams - in an oh-so-confused state .