*HAPPY SOUL

“baby you're the best i ever had”

I apologise for my capricious moods, but there are a few things on my mind that i would like to get off my chest. (pun not intended) and shame to those who didn't realise its existence =) Just kidding. So anyways, this single post is dedicated to an immature sector of the human population on our planet Earth. To be honest, your erratic behaviour is extremely confusing and this is not just to me, but everyone else around you. It gets frustrating, everytime a conversation starts --- all i can do is analyse. The aural analysis is to clarify the credibility of our so-called "friendship". Of course we've all heard, countless times, of the meaning of friendship. We are constantly taught lessons on "friendship" from cradle to grave ---- we're given obstacles to overcome, each time we're meant to grow stronger. But that is a different case.

Is it really so pleasurable to play the villain? But i guess thats the only thing you'd excel in through the course of life. In the many books i've read in my 15 years of life, you have every characteristic to play each and every villain in each story. Pretence; thats what you're best at ---- its a shame that everyone around you fall for your stupid acts. I pity those, who fall into your deep, dark abyss of bad friendship. Friendship that shouldn't be called friendship at all. I give my full sympathy to your family, as they are the ones who cop all the bullshit you haul at them. From my perspective, you'll never be able to sustain a true friendship because you simply don't know the meaning of it. But hopefully you'll learn from your mistakes, but sadly that is an already obliterated thought because you've never learnt to learn from your mistakes, have you?

I'm overjoyed about 2007, as i won't be seeing many of those kinds of people. Instead, i'll be seeing a more diverse bunch of people who actually acknowledge the meaning of friendship. Ones that have more common-sense than any part of you. I look forward to seeing you realise the meaning of friendship, but i'll be prepared for the long wait before you will acknowledge it. Oh, btw you can start by looking it up in the dictionary.

On a lighter note, i bought my school uniform today. We arrived at Leichhardt marketplace, parking in the basement lot. To my stupidity, we wandered around the centre searching for Lowes and when we were on the verge of giving up, we find Lowes Leichhardt with flashing red sirens. Hahaha. I ordered another blouse as they had ran out of size 12s. I'll need to re-visit Lowes Leichhardt next week to pick up my ordered pullover, skirt and spare blouse. I'm also amidst the decision of whether i should purchase the blazer, also. The weather is relatively crazy nowadays. Hot. Cold. Hot. Cold. Its unpredictable! The pattern on the tie is... eccentric. 0_0

Okay, you can tell i'm getting lazy with grammar. I just wanted to say, i might be a hypocrite but at least i know the meaning of friendship and how it should be cherished. I can be evil, sometimes but at least i know how to treat others the way i want to be treated ... =) most times.

Welcome back Ronald! To the world of GREEN and GOLD pride. *cough*

I just wanted to say, thank you to my panda dearest; for giving me relevant and reliable advice. And thank you to those, who do care about me and not just putting on an act of sympathy.

Leann! STAND STRONG! :)

oh btw, i think my dad told them i'm not going to go to Christchurch in the April holidays to represent NSW in badminton. Sucks balls i know, but we're asian.

Leann! STAY STRONG! <3