“baby you're the best i ever had”
futile is to the morals set by my parents.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007 || 8:39 pm
To be honest, i don't see why i'm supposed to spend so much time doing something i barely enjoy. I'll admit, that its a sport i would be more interested in if it hadn't been slotted into every empty space on my weekly schedule. It isn't that i don'y enjoy playing, its the fact that i don't like how it takes up so much of my time when i could just be chilling out at home or whatnot (going out is/never was an option). I'm getting that restricted feeling again, even after being told my my parents multiple times that they've already let loose many 'rules' like how i don't go straight home after school to go to the library. I can tell that their trust isn't with me at the moment, and it really doesn't help when people fuel the fire with their exaggerated lies.
Assessment upon assessment, given to us like never before; then claiming it is 'for you to prepare for the HSC'. This is fucking stupid, i fucking hate it. Thats it for the day.
Sorry to break the 'happiness' in my entries, but really Thursday badminton really kills my mood. I've already got school Monday-Friday, Maths on Saturday mornings 9-11AM, Badminton 12-2. Sundays, MORE badminton. You see? Its not that i don't enjoy the sport at all, i just feel that its so excessive that i feel that theres no excitement in travelling to each session anymore. BooFuckingHoo. This is the only place i'll be able to have a cry, so here it is.
Oh and i owe daniel lunch, because he keeps being so generous with his money; Thanks bro for lending me a dollar today so i could buy some sushi to fuel myself. Much appreciated. Hunger leads to bad temper. I'm sorry to all those i chucked a fit at, other than that; some of you have to stop saying pointless things, if you're going to say something pointless -- make it funny; not just something thats going to hurt others.