“baby you're the best i ever had”
conscience
Saturday, April 28, 2007 || 7:35 pm
We all have one, its a matter of WHEN we use it and HOW. It would be such a better world if we were all careful about what we say. The simplest words could be decoded into the most despicable, despisable thoughts. Why can't people be more aware of what they said .. just to save others' tears. Its times like these, when i turn to my family for a bit of caringness. But in return i get bitched at and etc etc .. I hate living like this, i wish i could go back. Go back to year6, then i could undo all the stupid things i've done in the past 4 years. Could save a few tears along the way. Another thing is, i'm so sick of making conversation. Haha i've been switching on and off about this. This might sound that little bit selfish, but i'm so tired of starting conversations .. sometimes its just nice to know that people still care. Another thing is.. what is with the cruel attitudes that people have been throwing at me? I'm sorry i can't play my part in your life properly, but is it truly necessary to dampen the atmosphere and drown the happiness? For fuck's sake, is it really that hard to say a single word to me?
Hahahahahaha. I guess Leann is turning into an emo bitch. But only to find herself telling her blog everything. Well i'm not going to start conversations anymore, and thats that. I know how happy it makes me to talk to the people i want to talk to. But seriously, i'm sick of initiating. Fuck you all.
=D I just got a headache from typing all that.. other than that; i love life. =D