“baby you're the best i ever had”
deciphering
Sunday, June 03, 2007 || 12:54 pm
interpret, analyse, whatever.
whys it so hard to keep everything trouble-free. dig up old problems, alter them, then make it a major issue. is super stupid. failing each other. maybe break. makes me seem so selfish. makes me feel shit. dumb decisions. useless 'dumb', 'stupid', 'fat' me. hahahahahaha.
how gay. everything would be so much better sans overprotection. fear needs to be overcome. fuck this thing. i'm cold and i'm moody, chose the right time to pick a fight eh?
but i don't like it all. maybe everyone is right, you'd be better off . feels like you've given up, even though thats probably the truth.. even partially.