“baby you're the best i ever had”
an avatar of promise
Sunday, July 22, 2007 || 8:38 pm
hope hope hope, he likes it :)
i don't know whats been up my mood lately, but i can't take feeling crap for people telling me of my wrongness over and over again. just like how people like to reiterate that i'm a jealous bitch, haha :) in a way. today was a day of homework, maths homework that is. just mingled with the boyfriend :) fixed up the thingie i sort of gave/left him heehee. lady wanted to charge me 16$ for the engraving but i was trying to be asian, but in the end we only got down to 15$.
i like to blog because when i read back on my thoughts in a few years time like i do now with the ones i made in year 8, it'll give me a bittersweet dose of nostalgia.
*sighs* i regret quite a few things i've done this year that i wish i could take back. it would be so nice if i could rewind everything and live the way i want to live now that i've learnt these lessons. i should honestly think before i say/do anything because stupid naivety doesn't do much good to any situation. i feel so bad when he tells me how bad it felt/feels when my actions/words affected him etc... thats when i go silent, because i feel like the biggest retard alive.
:) i'm doubting anyone even reads this blog... but its not going to waste! memories are all in here.