“baby you're the best i ever had”
black and white
Thursday, August 16, 2007 || 9:13 pm
Its all in black and white right now, my emotions have so diligently sorted themselves out and i can think quite clearly again. You're right, insecurity will always be the communist group of a relationship. Therefore, it is only logical to drive away all self-conjured factors that may trigger that unworthy tinge of insecurity. It is up to this point, where i've discovered the true identities of all the people around me. The ones that care for me always close by, always on call, always there to listening no matter what. I don't quite deserve this type of attention, however. I've put you through so much unnecessary pain. That is when the quote: "Every 60 seconds you spend being angry, is another minute of happiness lost" kicks in.
Its okay :) white lies (or honesty) won't change how much i like you right now. You're the sweetest person i've come across. (Fuck, this is getting corny.) But anyhow, i just wished you didn't drain yourself out -- balancing your academics and the financials must be difficult. Especially when free-time is scarce, thus time with your friends is also irrational. Poor thing :)
Yeeeeeek! I'm so.. corny nowadays -_-' heh. Well, i'm planning to work extra hard nowadays. Because everyone around me is too. Therefore, i should follow the trend. Hee :)
--blueskiies