“baby you're the best i ever had”
egregiously egregious.
Monday, September 03, 2007 || 9:23 pm
Leann loves dictionary.com's word of the day :)
hahaha. what more but a little procrastinator she is, sitting here tapping away at her life story of a day. Such a pity i'm such a maudlin little girl, yet others don't see it. I don't know whats up. Whats up, for me; is that time with me seems limited and somewhat undesired ... ? i'm sure its not like that though. I enjoy school in a way that it takes away my misery and i don't think as much shit as i did at home yesterday.
Over the past few weeks, some people have earned 'undesirable' labels in my books. Annoying, teeny boppers, squealy cutesy patootsy-yet-wannabe cute ... cut the picture out and flush it down the toilet, please. Although, i'd admit that they're quite a good laugh when you're feeling like everyones stepped all over you and flipped you over and stepped all over you all over again - hehe. There are a few people that any person in their right mind would, without hesitation, label clinically insane. Ahahahah. Leann is on a hate-rant, let her beeeee :)
I wonder wonder wonder, how long it is til something good happens. Or whens the next day i live without crying a single tear. Yesterday, was pure pain. Was a big difference, not knowing where anyone was in your life, staying home alone.. pondering about what fun things people are up to without you. I think thats the main contribution to my erratic crying. No, lets say .. its not. Because i don't exactly know why i cry. I'd admit it feels a shitload better, but as the wise ones say "theres no use crying over spilt milk" .. so i'm set out, sooner or later to mop up the puddle of milk i've spilt in the past few months.
I wonder wonder wonder, when its going to be 'normal' again. WOW. ^-^ someone special just signed in. bb everyone talk to your fat butts later.