*HAPPY SOUL

“baby you're the best i ever had”

Sure it feels that tiny bit different, but i guess there isn't much to cry about. I think of it as an escape? .. not so much; but more of an 'intense' break from the ones we had before. Hehe, its fairly interesting, though, how someone can have such a major impact on you. But as someone advised me on the apec friday, the most important people at this point in life would most probably be your friends as they are the ones that journey with you through school and go through the same things you do etc... And i concur. No questions asked. I am so thankful for my friends because it is because of what has happened that i realise how much they're with me. Reassuring me momentarily that i can always run back to them if ever i trip and fall. (lol, i'd look so stupid tripping and falling).

Preliminary exams commence on thursday.. extension maths first up and with english on the following day. I wished that i had two exams in one day for everyday, because then i'd have so many free days :) i can spend with friends! Do some catching up! Get my mind off things for a while.

I can be so selfish sometimes, it takes me time to realise and usually in that period of time, i would've given the person enough time to snowball the situation and get angry at me. I apologise to everyone thats cared about me, but i let them down .. probably time and time again.

Thanks cteeskiies, eddy and jamesss :) hahaha for the blogging on my blogness! You guys are the most awesome!