“baby you're the best i ever had”
omgwtfbbq?
Saturday, October 20, 2007 || 6:11 pm
wtf am i doing omg T_T why would you do that leann? ... mm this would be one of those very unconstructive posts i post. But i do believe, i have been so selfish. I thought everything was going to be fine if i just gave up on everything. But it hit me real hard today in the movie 'Closer'.. the one line that someone brought back to me when i ; whatev.
whatever the hell. its true, i do alot that i regret -_-' i'm immature, i never learn... but i don't know. makes me feel so so bad everytime i go home and think about it, who am i to be giving them this kind of crap? my life is pretty much a box of crap.
time to use my time a bit more wisely, and yeah stop wasting others' time too yeah? i know what i want, but i was brought up to put others first, but my plots never work out, maybe that says something about the way i think yeah? :) i feel bad. but i can't say sorry anymore, it just doesn't mean anything anymore...
:) but i've accepted. for today at least. tomorrow i'm learning to drive :) hehe, it is love <3 then i go drive wherev, whenev! hehe!