“baby you're the best i ever had”
Early Morning
Sunday, November 11, 2007 || 9:08 am
I absolutely hate it when people use your menstruation cycle as an accusation as why you're angry/moody. Does it ever come across their minds that it could be because of their stupidity? Or their ignorance? Its bloody annoying(no pun intended -_-), when you're angry at the for a totally legit reason, and then they shoot back at you with a "fuckin pmsing again?" Yeah thats right, next time we'll pms on your face, motherfucker! Okay, its getting a bit grotty -__-
Hmm, despite many peoples' efforts of trying to distant me from alot of things.. i still manage to keep it straight. I'm just a bit shifty because people say so many things, but all these words don't mean a thing if theres no action to support it.
Actions speak louder than words, and i'd totally agree. I've edged closer and closer to the termination of misery on the whole, but i seem to stuck at the end of the tunnel, i see the light but its the end of it. All i really need to do now is pull myself out, because i know i'll just end up getting hurt all over again. Trust is the word, but its difficult, its not just a matter of "okay i believe you" and thats it. Theres more to it than that. But true, i should not make rash decisions at all. Lets just hope things aren't said, just to keep me in the same place because if i don't mean the same to them anymore, then i'd hope its not so i can be a 'backup' or whatever floats your boat. I'm getting sick of the stories of stupid people, lol.
Bye