“baby you're the best i ever had”
Kiss the Rain
Tuesday, November 27, 2007 || 10:47 pm
I've haven't found a piece of piano music so soothing since someone sent me Chopin's "Meng Zhong De Hun Li" ... or in english - "Dream Wedding". It really amazes me how much musical talent it would've taken to produce such a beautiful piece of music. I absolutely love the sound of the piano, and it may as well be one of my few greatest regrets quitting piano. If i hadn't chose to turn away from that good old piano down the back of my house, i would be past grade8 and ready to teach little kids how to play cute songs. :)
It really is nice to know you can find a little bit of paradise amidst all that has been going through my life lately. It almost feels a little surreal, something you'd find in the bizarre plots of a soapie you watch on those dramatic American channels. But above all, i am grateful of all those who have been with me throughout all these years of schooling, and also those who i've met in recent times who i can truly say, are the bestest of friends to me and would really kill me if i'd lose them for any particular reason.
In the morning, my shitty mood had carried out from last night and i'd like to apologise to those who i zoned out on during a conversation. The bus ride was a little chaotic with logical arguments thrown between two people. It made me realise how much my friends care about my happiness and emotional welfare, and how i've been a little blind towards that little spot they save me when i decide on other options and tend to neglect them. I feel a little sympathy for her, and there is no doubt she trusts him more than anyone else. I don't understand why she still thinks so highly of him when he only treats her like trash. Why does she still stand up for him? Why does she defend him even when his sidekicks don't think so highly of him? ... I guess 'love' really is blind, but i really do hope this girl eventually opens her eyes and discovers all those fatal flaws about him and realises ... that he really doesnt deserve someone like herself. *hug* I really do hope she gets better because it really does grey up a day when a friend arrives at school upset continuously for the same reason. <3
:) Assessment week(s) coming up, may god bless everyone who has assessments in the near future.