“baby you're the best i ever had”
Anticipation - New Beginning
Saturday, December 29, 2007 || 10:54 pm
Despite the disappointments which people have set me up for, i'm really grateful for many things that haven't been given credit for to the other people who pull me out of my misery. It's surprising what you learn along the years, really. Hypocrisy has been a major lesson of 2007, and a promise kept is a sign of strength in a friendship. As 2007 draws to an end, i'm actually quite regretful of the many things that i'd done, or have not done. My biggest mistake of 2007, is one that my good friends would know about. But we learn from our mistakes and pray that karma boomerangs back and hits them smack-bang in the face.
My New Year's resolution is to forget about the bullshit that has registered in my mind from talks from people who i once thought had 'really cared' about me. Erase the lies and stupid perceptions i'd adopted through my own naivety. The base line to my New Year's Resolution is to become the determined, hard-working, happy Leann that everyone had known or got to know in 2006.
(Zack just called me at 11:11) Sorry man!
2007 has been a difficult year, but at the same time i'd let go of myself a bit. I've learnt quite a few life lessons along the way, many of which will definitely protect me from getting hurt again. I've learnt, not to believe someone until they prove themself to you. Or in other words
actions speak louder than words. Treat your neighbour the way you want to be treated, and don't complain about how a moment could be but instead, enjoy the moment for what it is.
And... anger does not solve shitall.