“baby you're the best i ever had”
Christmas
Sunday, December 23, 2007 || 11:14 pm
I'm currently playing a cover of "Last Christmas" by Ashley Tisdale, and it really turns me nostalgic. Last year's Christmas was so different to this year, circumstances have changed and so has many other things along the timeline. There is this peculiar feeling inside of me which i don't quite know how to describe. Its one that would make me cry, but simultaneously makes me slightly cheery. I'm not sure if i should blog it all out but, here goes.
Its this missing feeling in me, the feeling of missing someone? I don't quite understand why because i can tell you with an extensive certainty that i don't quite care about what happens in their life anymore. But its a friendly sort of "i wonder whats happening in their life" :) or a "i wonder how they're doing". Don't mistake it for something else you little people :)
I love how this song is so melodic yet so energetic ... Christmas really has lost its essence this year. Mom didn't even bother taking out the christmas tree out. But we still decorated our house with twinkling lights here and there, mom even went out to buy a Santa Claus on a see-saw :) She also bought a reindeer that pecks at the grass, but that died so we had to return it :(
In general, i just miss being a kid. I guess i am amidst a period of identity crisis; but i also have a clear idea of what i want to be.
And in conclusion, i'll leave you guys to investigating my new phone pictures. I've fallen deelply in love with the 3.2MP camera on my phone, and even deeper in love with the front camera. Now i can luvo with ctee and betty all i want :)
Find the rest on my bebo pages :)