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Sunday, December 16, 2007 || 1:06 pm

Just when i thought the tables were turning, i discover that last piece of the jigsaw puzzle that i'd always been searching for. Now that the puzzle is complete, i've seen the need to shun those unwanted rascals out of my life. Why do i still care so much? DUDE, you would too if someone lied to you about something this big, and if they could lie about this, then they can almost lie about anything, right? Right, i see you agreeing with me.

Its just unbelievable, how could someone act like everything is okay when they could lie about something so important. But i guess, my life lesson is to don't trust everything everyone says. And someone once told me to "just listen to what they have to say but don't take it to heart because there is that high chance that they might not mean what they say." What really annoys me is that they've been pushing the blame on me all this time and i never realised that i've been manipulated to believe everything they've said to me. I'm really naive aren't I? But i've learnt my fucking lesson, and in my books .. you're someone who has died away from my life. And i'd hope it'd stay that way for a long while. I'd like to hex you with something like in Good Luck Chuck, but then that'd mean you'd come back to ask me to un-hex you.

But why should i be hurting because of one person? If i'm hurting, the people around me that do care will feel uneasy too right? It'd be incosiderate of me to worry about one little shit, when there friends > 1. :) And i love my friends SO FUCK YOU IN YOUR FACE RAT!

Mufti day was quite a day, hilda did close to nothing at school :p hehe, and i don't quite not what's happening this week. We lezzed it out under the table in English (photos coming soon :)) that day, there was no kinky action between Luke and Jacqueline because she had to do her essay. Luke spent his lesson talking to people :) . Oh dear.

I dont know, i'm not in the mood to blog these days :) my intelligence level will drop to about 1 soon! YAY.


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