“baby you're the best i ever had”
my day (continued)
Monday, December 17, 2007 || 9:17 pm
After wasting about three quarters of my life at a net cafe, Betty replied via SMS and to my delight! She actually went to school today >=P hahahaha *wrinkles nose* Basically we walked around town to three seperate Hype stores in the CBD to find those pastel double tongued Converse shoes. PS. Betty, i still like those beige ones more ;) HAHAHA.
We did more 'shopping' or ... window shopping but that doesn't sound as good :). Betty purchased some pretty Tiffany and Co. bracelets and necklaces not to mention they're fake ;) HAHA but they're just as shiny and pretty. I got two tops, and we also got make up LOL. Oh dear we better watch our wallets, i want to grow my wallet =[.
I still need to search for a job! Its not until you see all those pieces of clothing that you want at myer that you know you must go earn some dosh. I want to wear something pretty for New Year's Eve since it will be the end of a sweet year ended on a sour note :)
My eyes hurt like a bitch motherfucker, and i know i should not be crying but when you lose someone(i.e. an important friendship) from constant blaming and accusations it hurts. It really does :) But i sustain it with a smile, because one day it'll be fine. And remember, when you start missing me, it was you who let me go :). Cheers man! I tried to talk, but it don't work man, it don't work.
"Should i go? Or should i stay?" ... hahaha major question i'd been asking on the train this morning. I paid a very pointless visit to Sydney Boys today :) stupid peter was late! How inconvenient! At least i had Kirell, who's sarcasm is hilarious in many ways. And i met a Dean, hahahaha and saw the main building, which was very much glamourous. But the rest of it was a beautiful as a rock. Speckled on the playgrounds are couples here and there. :) Looks really peaceful actually, i was planning to sleep in Moore Park for a while but the weather appeared to not let me do so.
This does not mean we'll never be friends again :). But even though you don't believe in 'fate' or 'destiny' or whatever the fuck you want to call it :), i'm just going to leave it to come naturally. Alright? Take care bro'! Don't cry so much :) It's not good for you xD I would know :D But in the meantime, take care of yourself :) and we'll heal up in no time man :) that is, when i forget about you! WOOOOOOO excitemenT!
xx grey skies ;