“baby you're the best i ever had”
time is running out...
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 || 12:52 pm
Oh dear, this is starting to be a bit of a nuisance. As burke said before, 'real' Honkie girls wake up at 1pm (haha). Last time i woke up at 11-ish, he replied my msn messages with a "OMG why are you awake! Go back to sleep and wake up in about 2 hours!" LoL a bit dopey, right?
I'm so tired, and honestly when people say blogs are another excuse to procrastinate, i concur. Hahaha, i have to do a lot of things this 'morning' and i do plan to go to the corner shop to buy some
unhealthy inexpensive breakfast as i have not been left with the tiniest speckles of leftovers whatsover.
I developed a strong liking for sleeping, is that wrong? I actually want to go strathfield library again today, but hate the fact that i study alone; even though we all know we study better by ourselves. I'm quite a hungry one, and this is yet ANOTHER Tuesday wasted.
P.S I don't like being used in whatever ways, so if your intentions aren't really to remain friends with me then i suggest you not only talk to me when you need something. Thank you very fucking much. Its shit enough that i've been barred out of your life at crucial times i needed someone, and you so happen to be the one that suggested that we were good friends blahblahblah and i'm still your 'best friend' (LoL) and how you still care about me and that MOST ironic sms you sent me on NYE, ironically in the end, you are the one and the ONLY one that has soured my beginning of 2008.
P.P.S I hope to never fuggin blog about you ever again, because i know everytime i do it will be like dirtying my mind. Like now, it gives me a headache to think of how stupid i am to believe every single word one says to me. Trust between us means a lot to me,
but actions still speak louder than words.