“baby you're the best i ever had”
Very first day at school '08
Thursday, January 31, 2008 || 6:50 pm
I'd expected so many things to have mended during these past summer holidays but obviously there is still a lot to learn about people you think you know very well of.
I quite enjoyed this first day of school, i remember anticipating it at the beginning of the holidays - reasons being i thought i'd be spending a good summer holidays with people but its okay because they got a replacement already. Lets not talk about those things that make people so angry.
It's raining cats and dogs over here in (whereilive) and i have the biggest urge to jump out there and stand in the rain. I've loved rain, but ever since... okay never mind i'm trailing off again. It was really nice to come out of the station today and see all these parents waiting to pick up their sons/daughters from their very first day of high school i'm assuming. Makes me think back and induces a feeling of regret that i didn't cherish those days very well.
Saw familiar faces at school, my friends - i love. Geoffery came to our school, as he had previously advised me on msn but i was unfortunately afk - sorry about that man. Major increase of teenyboppers, the ones with the funny hair and the bitch-strut and all. I'm also not quite in the mood to take any attitude from certain people that put themselves above others - as in, don't fucking give me dirties for no particular reason bitch. I'd appreciate it if people talked about me in my face rather than whisper to their friends and then laugh out loud.
The only emotion that can really describe my emotional state now is sad. I'm sad, that this is year12 and it'll be my time to shine in the HSC in no time. I hate the feeling of having losing a friend and making an enemy, but there's no use contemplating upon something/someone whom no longer wants to acknowledge your presence anymore. It's alright, lesson learnt: don't fuck with people that have the greatest of manipulative powers. I love the way he lies, and turns it on you. It's acutally really smart, but its okay with me now because we should have never had anything. To be really honest, i'm pretty glad that what happened in August last year had happened because now, i'd be the most upset person in the world. Cheating, lying, irresponsibility. I think retarded people go together, thats always been my theory. They both like that shitty freedom life thing, let them be :)
I'm so scared my computer will restart and fuck up because of the power surge from the lightning and thunder. I should do some english 8-) but i'll do that after America's Next Top Model (:
LoL i've been blocked and deleted. This is revolutionary. Ironic. Irascible people get on everyone's nerves.