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waste of my life
Friday, February 15, 2008 || 11:17 pm
I am actually, quite angry at myself right now. How can i find so much time to do so many things that will not contribute towards my HSC anyways?! I'm so annoyed that i can't get my act together, how come everyone can manage to get their asses glued to a chair and sit there and do their homework for 5-6 hours MINIMUM? What the hell is wrong with me? I think at this time, all i really need is someone or something to kill my internet :( and take away all the PSPs and NDSs in the house so i can fucking clear my table and do my work. I can feel the early warning signs of HSC stress already. But i know all i have to do is calm the fuck down and do some work. Rarara ! I wanna bite myself !
Whats shittier is that mom cancelled my math tutor tomorrow :( THE ONLY WEEK I FEEL I NEED HIM (no offence if you read o_o although i hope not) SHE GOES AND CANCELS MY LESSON. I'm basically doing nothing at school because i either hate probability so much that it seems worthless to learn, or that i don't understand how to draw a fucking tree diagram and work out the probabilities of all the outcomes. WHY? This is so super shit, i really need to do my study but theres no-one there to tell me how to get the fucking right answer. Alright i guess i do, but its just not the same as when they're sitting next to you showing you each and every step towards acquiring the correct answer --- but partial reason of why i don't understand is that i'm not pushed enough >< sometimes things work better when they're pushed to their limits. Something about "breaking the barriers" and going beyond your abilities.
What the hell is she talking about? Yes i don't know what i'm talking about either. So i suggest myself go stfu and gtfo the computer. :( GREAT.