“baby you're the best i ever had”
it's not safe
Monday, April 07, 2008 || 10:54 pm
I feel that i've been trapped in between my academic grades somewhere. I think its between regret and relief, but more regret than relief. All i can say to myself now is 'crap!' ... i'm really not looking forward to getting my marks back for my exams because i can assure myself of the efforts made sometimes. I mean, i did work hard at one point during the follow up towards the exams. Its a bad gut feeling i'm getting these days.
The questions that really hits me --- What the hell am i going to do with my UAI? I don't even know what kind of career i want to pursue. Or what course i should do in Uni (if i get in, that is) ... or what i'll spend half my life doing? I want to know what i want to do, but i don't know how to start off. Career's adviser? Its sort of a horrific identity crisis i'm having here except, whatever.
But on a lighter note, i'll be back with a new layout soon! I get more motivated to blog when theres something fresh and clean. I deleted my myspace. Big mistake, its like how i deleted my bebo
twice, for the
same reason. Now its regret.
Why do i keep living in regret? Stupid. Ra. I hate some people so much right now. But it always changes. I have my own personal secrets that i keep bottled up. I just hope i don't explode. Blah
Here goes me, rambling. Sorry guys; i'll be back with something happy one of these days!
xx