“baby you're the best i ever had”
HSC Stress
Saturday, May 03, 2008 || 11:44 pm
With the HSC examination timetables issued and all, the HSC stress is really starting to kick in. I'd admit my half yearly results weren't all that up to scratch and I'm going to take full responsibility to improve my marks for Trials. Despite constant efforts to 'pull my socks up' and start doing what i'm supposed to do this year, i've been on quite a great number of procrastination sprees with Youtube being the main influence.
I've written myself up a study timetable, and whether i can abide to it is really the major question. I aim to get at least 80% in the next Society and Culture assessment, because i really screwed up this time around. I hate disappointing people, but this is MY HSC so the person who'll be most disappointed in my crappy marks with be me. *touchwood*
I also hate the dry winter season. I know, i know, i whinge about how boiling hot it is in the summer, but this is extreme winter weather (not really). I want to go to the snow, but i missed my chance last year. *stabs self* I'll go emo soon if i don't blog, however i find that my posts don't articulate anything these days due to lack of effort. Talking about effort, damn if i put more effort into various things in life, i'd be at least more than 80% content with my life. To be honest, with the someone 're-entering' my life, i find it ... how should i put it? stupid? Yeah i guess you could describe it that way. Its kind of pointless, but i guess its better to have one more friend and one less enemy right? Thats not even the correct saying but who cares.
I'm hungry. Going to wayne's tomorrow to fix my virus-ed computer. Can't wait til we go dinner LOL i love food too much. Must save up for a formal dress GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.