“baby you're the best i ever had”
so it feels like hell
Sunday, September 14, 2008 || 9:59 pm
It all began with a minor headache on the train home from the city. I made my attempt to sleep while this Indian man in his late 20s decided to give his calf muscles some good exercise by vibrating the back of my chair. I got quite irritated by his ignorance towards other commuters as he snored his way throughout my whole train ride, while i was left to struggle to even catch a glimpse of sleep. Thank God when i got off the train at Campsie, I could finally think in peace, without the snorts here and there between thoughts. Yes, I enjoy thinking on the train, thank you very much.
I felt rather sickly when i was waiting for my bus, but i witnessed more ignorance as people just walked past a lady with two kids, who was struggling to contract her stroller, getting ready for the bus, so i offered some help. Although, she insisted that she didn't require any assistance because the stroller clicked in place just as i asked, i still felt a sense of self-achievement because i know that i had made someone's day, even though they didn't need it. (I'm ranting on now because my brain lacks nutrition - which i'll explain later)
I got home and felt a pounding headache, which has lasted throughout saturday, and into sunday. My throat sears with pain as i swallow each and every mouthful of food i manage to shovel into my mouth. This has put me off food for two days straight... but on the upside, i've lost 2 kilos :0 ...
My throat infection had gotten the best of me on friday evening and throughout saturday :) and after taking my antibiotics i'm feeling much better. But being sick is suck a shit feeling, i really want to give sympathy to those who have to put up with these kinds of things. Someone's blog entry really inspired me. It made me realise how oblivious we are of the happenings in the world, especially in third world countries. I can't believe i witness people giving up so many things in their lives, when some people in other countries don't even have a choice.
So it feels like hell, here in Sydney. But think about the other people who have not much of a choice.
Honestly, i just really hate ignorant people. But who doesn't? But its nothing i can change, they are who they are.