“baby you're the best i ever had”
i like the way he's speakin' , his confidence is peakin'
Friday, January 30, 2009 || 9:39 pm
Since i've nothing better to do, and for history's sake, i'll plot a few points in my life story as of the beginning of 2009. For some odd reason, the 'fun' graph in my life sort of plummetted into a trough. If you want an analogy, then i'd say its very much like the process of getting drunk. In the early minutes (or seconds, if you're a featherweight like me) when the alcohol is just starting to kick in, you feel on top of the world LOL. And then slowly... you start falling back down to Earth. Okay, that was the worst analogy every. I think i actually enjoyed the period when i was working almost every (second) day. Maybe because i didn't have to think about anything except for concentrate making it 'the customer, always' . But other than that, my social life shrivelled up like a prawn after being boiled in hot, bubbly water ! Which kind of sucked, because after that period of working everyday... i only had the option of staying home because it seemed that i'd been estranged from my friends.
Chinese New Year was on Australia Day this year, which was rather ironic? I don't know how to describe it, but CNY was exactly on my birthday last year. I can't even remember what my birthday was like last year. All i remember was me being pissed off at my mum for some reason, which happens every year. This CNY was really nice, i do love spending time with my family. When we were receiving the red envelopes, my Aunt wished me a health, and ongoing progress in academia-wise, and along with that she was like ... 'and quickly, go find a boyfriend!' Hahaha, and i replied with a "Hahaha mum always tells me otherwise!" and then she said 'just don't let her know!' Hahaha.. My little cousins are so cute (: kept fighting over my sister's DS, while everyone just watched and laughed at them. Centrelink is so weird, i've been sent about 5 health care cards now. And about a hundred letters alternating between telling me that its been cancelled, and the next week sending me a letter with the statement of payment of my Youth Allowance. Its quite frustrating actually, because my i've been completely bombed out with all this uni business and work, making it hard for me to actually manage my time.
Speaking of uni, please take a look at another one of my disastrous photo IDs.
seriously, they zoom in on my blown up face EVERYTIME. Why can't they just take a mid-shot or something, instead of just a close up of my face?
Anyhow, I hear fireworks going off right now. I wonder what the festivity might be? I don't know, and will never know.. probably. I really need to get my red Ps soon, honestly i'm sick of walking home from Campsie and having these adlayz treat me like I'm some hoe from Kings Cross or something. I'm also sick of relying on my parents to pick me up/drop me off places because everytime i make such requests, i get questioned like a criminal being tried for murder! Its funny though, the stuff my mum assumes i do/accuses me of.
I'm so tired, work was okay today. Luckily i was allowed to get off early, otherwise i would've missed my 4pm session for enrolment, but it turns out there was also a 4.30 session. Everytime i walked past a mirror at work, i was so paranoid that i'd see a red eye. Several times i walked past a mirror and reversed to check if i'd actually saw a red eye. Oh dear... Oh i absolutely HATE it when people follow me around when i'm shopping. PLEASE, just go.
Okay, this entry is long enough. Maybe i should just read some harry potter. Oh and entry title derived from : American Boy - Estelle ft. Kanye West .. it really grew on me. I hated it at first.