“baby you're the best i ever had”
blisters, hangover, and a lie.
Friday, February 13, 2009 || 4:42 pm
I'm just surprised that i'm STILL being lied to by someone whom i thought was worthy of regaining my trust, boy am i wrong. I guess the more you wish for someone to change their ways for the better, the more unlikely it would seem for them to change. When i was told, i didn't see and still don't see why you needed to lie to me like that. But when i confront, you've always got a smart answer planned, so i've just learnt not to care anymore. My friend asked me, 'if you hate ---- so much, why are you still inviting them?' I replied with confidence that it was out of courtesy that you were invited, but now i don't even think you deserve that but of respect i had for you.
happy 18th birthday victortran !
Last night was simply hectic. Let me test my memory after all that alcohol i had last night... After leaving 'Doorae' (krn bbq) where Bekki and I were being stingy because they were being stingy with the food, we headed off to CEO Karaoke. Called victor before we left for CEO, but they were still eating so i just hung with bekki for a while longer. Saw Nellie, and Pricilla and a bunch of long lost techie-friends. I swear Elaine and Richard are the funniest couple, hahaha and its funny how people always gets 'elaine' and 'leann' mixed up (name-wise). Stalker guy that i met with alison that time at hurstville was there too, he's kind of creepy. When we got to CEO, ushan wanted to leave to find alison, but she wouldn't pick up her phone so i called victor to see where they were but then they were already heading off from dinner to george street galaxy. Apparently started raining, hahaha... and then ushan and i made our way to galaxy, meeting jason there. Then victor and aaron walked in as if they'd just came out of the shower except with clothes on, we lol'd at them. Then the girls came, ushan left to find alison.. took stickie photos ! I haven't taken stickies in ages... last night was the first time in about a year. After galaxy, the girls went to grab some food so they wouldn't be drinking on an empty stomach. Then we went to 7-11 to buy V and mixers, the guys went to phoenix first to see if the bouncer we knew was working but he wasn't, and i think jason talked to them and we were let in? I dunnoes. The rest of the night was a blur, hahaha ! Fun nonetheless, although i really hate work right now. 'Its not very good work ethics and morals.' WHATEVER. Shit pay, 4hr shifts. Like i've been told many, many times - I can do better than that! Hahaha...
Grounded for the rest of the week, yay? I wanna watch a movie. I want warmer weather to come back.. My instincts tell me things have changed, and its just not the same anymore. I'm just not up for the guessing games and whatnot. But in the end, communication is the key.
Labels: alcohol, birthday, victor