“baby you're the best i ever had”
happy birthday to me
Thursday, February 19, 2009 || 11:09 pm
... I'm finally 18 ! :)
But i don't feel much better, in fact ... i feel kinda shit yo !
How come its like this every year ... ? Maybe i'm cursed, for the rest of my life... my birthdays are going to be shitbox. Fuck !
I know why i'm feeling shit ): ... but i won't say !
I'm such a fatass.. Surprisingly i can still slip into a size 6 dress from Bardot. Maybe i won't be tomorrow, then i'll be fucked.
Speaking of being fucked, my job is so fucked. It really is killing my life. So, i'm under-paid and i'm treated like shit. Its like a one-way relationship, where i'm the one committing to my fucking job, hahaha they're taking me for granted, they are. But yeah, i'm going to go job hunting again soon. I can't handle the fact that with train ticket prices/bus ticket prices rising ... I'm still getting paid a measly $10 an hour, and i get taxed like a fucking bitch as well.
And my mums being a bit annoying, but i know she loves me. I wished i wasn't at home right now though... but everyones gone. Hehe (:
I mustn't cry, another 45 minutes maybe. :) Ahhh fuck you, bitch. I hate life. Life sucks balls. :) Yay. Clubbing tomorrow, i kind of want to get wasted, but i won't, for Nelly's sake :) ...