“baby you're the best i ever had”
losing track
Sunday, March 08, 2009 || 4:46 pm
Not coming home after a night of having fun often results me in getting the dates all muddled up. But thats not the only thing thats all muddled up right now, so are the many many thoughts in my head. Why must they attack my brain now? I can't take these emotional rollercoasters anymore, it really pisses me off. Blah.
It feels that my life is filled with lies at the moment. Then theres the bittersweet moments, and then theres the bitter moments when arguments arise. But i don't argue unless whatever i'm arguing about is worth fighting for. But i've figured that i really need to give this thing a rest, because i'm exhausted from the downfalls.
To be honest, i'm quite disappointed in myself too. But whats done, is done. And if anybody in this world could go back and change everything they regret, then life wouldn't be what it is. I'm definitely not liking the misunderstanding tendencies amongst people.
I have so much work to catch up on, but no energy to spare. I hate my managing people and organisations tutorial ! The curry tutor doesn't help at all... questions aren't answered ! WHAT THE FUCK?