“baby you're the best i ever had”
black, black heart, send 給你我的心
Friday, April 17, 2009 || 5:25 pm
Song quote from some song called 分開旅行 :)
Why do i find myself running back to this thing? Out of pure boredom of course ! :) I went to market city to buy my cuteass top and shutter shades today after going yumcha with the mom and sister! LOL I swear, cashier girls should really just stick to the selling add-on items rather than asking people questions like "ARE YOU BUYING ONE FOR YOU AND YOUR BOYFRIEND?" Isn't it awkward when your customers reply with an answer like "i'm single" or "my boyfriend's dead" or something awkward-silence inducing? But yes, the point is, i bought blue and pink shutter shades for mami and me !
It feels like i don't know what i want anymore, lol! When i'm at uni, i always find myself thinking... "why am i here? grrr i hate uni why can't it be holidays" and then.. come mid-sem break, and i find myself sitting at home thinking. Thinking a little too much :) It's the type of person i am! Uncertain, insecure, emotional, and sometimes i feel sorry for myself. Hahahaha! Mmm i'm hungry, and i want an iced mocha from gloria jeans! Going to go coffee with mami tomorrow :)
At yumcha today, my mum was like "Leann, i think you're just too concerned with what other people want, you forget to ask yourself what YOU want." But i don't want to be selfish, i'm just not like that... I think they've the idea that my life isn't going too well at the moment, with the stress with my first set of mid-sem exams and whatnot. Hahaha, i'm just a moody bitch these days. Blaming the monthlies for that! >:)
I need to catch up on sleep, emotions always catch up with me! Those bitches :P It's okay, avoiding the problem won't make anything better. But if that's the way you choose to do it, then let's just say... too bad for me! I've gotten through it once, i'm sure i'll get through it a second time :) TOUGH COOKIE.
