“baby you're the best i ever had”
lady of sunshine
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 || 7:09 pm
Hello jelly babies! My day was just as colourful as a centenerian's 'birthday bash'. So nothing too intriguing to talk about. My life is at a turning point right now, that is, the second derivative of this point in my life is uhhh... not a smiley face, but more concave downwards. No, not really. I have no idea what i'm talking about anymore. But this teenage life i lead is tangled up here and there, but i'm fixing everything slowly.
Why does everything seem so routine? Rarara, its so boring. Sleep, wake up, uni, study and then we come full circle again back to sleeping. I haven't made too many friends at uni and it's already week...8? See! I don't even know what week we're in. Fail. And sometime during the past few months, i've developed some extreme hatred for studying. It's not fun anymore. What happened to all the spoon-feeding, the assistance provided for assignments and the oh-so-easy work we'd miss when we wag school. Yeah, that's right. Uni smells like a rat that's been eating some decayed food underneath the sewers somewhere in... the sewage plants. Yeh. Okay I'm not making any sense anymore, even to myself.
At least.. somethings are starting to look better. I'm not going to jinx it though *knock on wood*
My tummy hurts, and i've got lots of marketing chapters to read through since a friend kind of ... stowed away with my notes after the mid-semester exam. I'm so so so sleepy... I could just fall asleep here... except i can't. I should bring pillows next time :D .. and a blanket too, maybe.
I shall compensate for all the money i've been spending, the time i've been wasting and the (lack of) effort i've been putting into my studies by studying. Okay girls and boys? You'll support me, right? Yah fo'sho. Nobody even bothers reading this junk. It's for me to read, in a few years' time when i'm sitting on my (hopefully not so fat) ass at an office desk at a reputable company. Doing what!? Who knows... It's for God to know, and me to find out <3
And i haven't gone reconciliation in ages... the last time would probably be Year 6 for Confirmation. I suck at being Christian, but i do believe. :) ... I don't know! Let's not talk about religion.
I shall go. If you read this, you must now tag my board. Even just a symbol will do, a smiley, a fullstop! WHATEVER just show me... that there are other people alive out there :(