“baby you're the best i ever had”
the insignificance
Saturday, May 16, 2009 || 1:09 am
I have so much to say, but never have the opportunity to. I fear that my words will never be spoken out, they'll be set in the back of my mind for the rest of my life to gather dust. Humans are funny creatures. Communication is imperative for people to interact with each other efficiently, but some people lack that connection. You can't blame them. You can't blame anyone but yourself.
Dysfunctional, much? LOL too much management ethics from the essay :)
So much going on... I miss ctee&betty and high school altogether. Hope I see them soon ):
I think i'm on the verge of insanity. But at the same time, there have been improvements here and there. It gets annoying though, because it's so erratic.
I hate being a prisoner. I don't enjoy the verbal assault, however gentle it may be. I don't enjoy being the talk of the night over family/friends' dinner tables. If you've got something to say, then say it to my face. I'm not one to fight back, i don't think so. I'm slowly adapting to how things are. But just because i'm gradually reaching a state of acceptance, it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
I wished i was more independent.