“baby you're the best i ever had”
let's go party, work that body
Monday, July 13, 2009 || 3:50 pm
entry title quoted from;
in the club - 2ne1Been going out muchly recently, to the point where i hadn't seen my mother dearest's face for 48 hours straight. Sad, isn't it? Well the thing is, the panda eyes are emerging further adding to the disshevelled appearance I already have from lack of sleep and fighting and whatnot. Life's not easy, but i'm living the lifeee baby! Hahaha, i hate fighting ... but i know the only reason why we fight is because she cares about me, but i can't make her happy. Let's take my room for example, i still have my pile of HSC notes ... on my desk hahaha!
Everything is all over the place, people talking over other people. I never had a proper social life, but that's not the worst bit. People tend to take advantage of me mentally and emotionally. Why do i need friends who will go out of their way just to humiliate and belittle me? I'm going to start taking mami's advice, and try to toughen up a bit. I want to be treated the way i treat others, and I will strive to treat other's the way they treat me. I'm sick of getting hurt, time and time again because of my weak personality. I'm not an inanimate object, or whatever you think of me as. Don't expect me to stay friends with you any longer if you're going to kick me aside every now and then, when i've always treated you with genuinity. Okay?