“baby you're the best i ever had”
no lies
Sunday, July 12, 2009 || 2:41 am
I've never been good at it. They're not good unless there is a legitimate reason for them. We're fading away like the stars in the night when dawn hits the horizon. What better way to fuck yourself up than distance yourself from a person through lies. Hahaha Leann, lesson learnt.
Mother giving silent treatment. You giving silent treatment. I won't justify myself, because in the end. I'm always the loser of a stupid argument. The only thing that was getting back on track, and in an instant. The feeling disappears, hopes shattered, happy streak ruined. I don't complain. I'm not perfect, i can't be because it's impossible. But I can try? But as someone once pointed out, i'm not putting enough effort into trying.
I just want to fall asleep.. and never wake up. Because 2009 is a nightmare to me.