“baby you're the best i ever had”
and if you don't like that, then send it right back
Friday, August 07, 2009 || 12:20 am
Hahaha damn. I never got to use this line :P
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I'm kind of sort of annoyed. I don't like it when i'm guilt tripped, because reverse psychology works a treat on me. I'm so easily pursuaded. And then when i do what i'm told, and end up regretting it. Then i
always hate myself for it. I know they're not trying to guilt trip me on purpose, but i wished i could stand up for myself for once. Be a little more independent... do what i want to do.
I wished Leann Chan would do what she wants to do instead of doing what other people want her to do. I want to help a friend out, but i'm the type of person that doesn't want to get
too involved. I should just fucking keep my mouth shut.
And yet, my indecisiveness is one of my strongest weaknesses (hahaha). I don't know whether i want to go tomorrow anymore... i'm not even going to drink. Maybe i should just spend some time with my family. It's been so long since i've stayed home for 24 hours straight, and i kind of miss it.