“baby you're the best i ever had”
okay
Thursday, August 20, 2009 || 12:58 am
Blogging for the third time today, and it's all because all these thoughts keep flooding in. But I promised myself not to get too personal in my blog entries anymore because the thought of having everybody be able to access even the smallest portion of my thoughts is a bit scary.
I'm going to keep this short and sweet, because there really is no need to go in detail. I'll put the other details elsewhere. But basically, I hate the way i've lost so much along the way. Not so much hate, but i dislike the way i've been cut down by people because of what was happening. The people that shun you out, because they think you've got something that they've always wanted. The feeling of being ignored by who you once thought was a good friend, but all because of something stupid... your friendship was broken. And then there's the situation where I'm stuck in the middle of two rival parties. All because i can't choose sides, and not too good at staying on one side if i do choose. So basically, i just wanna question why people give up their friendships for... okay there's a lot of stuff i
still don't understand. But the answers aren't going to come to me anytime soon. All i gotta say is fuck this shit. I'm hungry. *tummygrumble*
I guess it's true, that sometimes if you want to be happy in life. You have to be selfish to an extent. My mum often tells my sister that i'm one of those girls that are easily pursuaded, and that she worries about me. Hahaha i am pretty gullible aren't i?
Another thing about me is, i hate rushing things. I like to take my time to understand/get to know what i'm getting myself into. I'm such a bitter bitch :'( helpp meeee! ... lol :\ Okay
/end random blog.
kbye