Now that this image of my license is up in cyberspace, hopefully this mugshot won't be used for anything illegal. Yeah man, i always look the same for these photos; bloated face, close-up shot, awkward smile, hair in face. Nothing changes, i was comparing my learners' license with this one, and the differences weren't distinguishable. Well who knew two years later, i'd be able to drive on my own... :) Or that i'd have my heart broken again. *sigh*
At this point in time, i don't realise how valuable time is, and that it doesn't wait for anyone. But it'll all catch up with me in a month or so. I seemed to have lost the ability to make decisions and stick with them. Being indecisive, it comes with a price. It doesn't seem like i have a lot on my mind, but i know there's something in the back somewhere that i need to re-think and re-consider. I can't make decisions, i've never been able to juggle the pros and cons between two options. I can't adhere to a decision and follow through to the very end, there'll always be a time or two where i reconsider an option twice. That, is what i hate about myself.
Why have i become so... i don't know. I never used to delve into these things as much as i do now. I'd rather be that genuinely happy person i used to be. I'm not saying i always fake being happy. It's just that the miserable feelings always take precedence over the happy feelings now. Grrr
Oh man. I can't be bothered blogging now. Okay thank you, goodbye.
