“baby you're the best i ever had”
life so pointless
Saturday, November 14, 2009 || 3:31 am
Okay, so this is the Uni equivalent of the 'post-HSC' period. But for some odd reason, it just doesn't feel the same. The excitement for my 3 and a bit month holiday feels so non-existent, it's rather sad. Don't bash me, but I feel that i don't know where I'm going in life because I don't have anything to study/read over. Or maybe I do...
Anyhow, grr. If I'm annoying, just tell me. I don't need the subtle 'i am better than you' attitude, because we know whether if it's true or not. Hmm... I don't even know if it's subtle. How come my life feels a mess again? I don't know what I'm doing. Everyone has their goals, and are in the process of arriving at their childhood ambitions and whatnot, whereas I'm just the lowest rung on the ladder of life.
Oky i no make sense. My spacebar is faulty... because I ripped it out.
Some people just don't let things go... :\ it annoys me when ... I don't feel like I should be guilty but I am....
And i should stop being so gullible, because I get fcked over that way x) hahaha I forgot what my sister told me today, but i believed her. Oh yeah she showed me her cut fringe (which doesn't look cut at all) and I asked her how much it costed, and she replied with a "oh, it was free... cuz it's free haircut day today at Hair Opera" ....... I don't know what was wrong with me, but I believed her LOL! Andshe waslike "wtf.. i was joking" T_T' sigh....
WHYYYYYYYYY ? That's the question.
Clubbing tomorrow :) get ya drank on?