“baby you're the best i ever had”
please stop
Sunday, November 15, 2009 || 11:42 pm
Stop dictating my life. Stop deciding how i should live my life for me. Grrr I know this anger will last for about a day, and then it will all transform into guilt. I guess I am sorry that I'll never live up to your expectations, but I will try as hard as I might.
Last night was just fucked. I just don't understand how people can stoop so low, as to... giving anyone, and that means everyone a chance to sleaze in exchange for some booze. Seriously? I thought you would have grown up since back then, but obviously you've begged to differ (as per usual.. i guess). That's not it, the fucking fact that you dragged me into it was just ... W-T-F? Okay you want to get guys to get you drinks, can't you do it the normal way? Talk a bit... flirt a bit... BUT not fucking eat their faces. Ugh, sorry. Whatever. Just leave me out of it, because I don't go clubbing to hook up with guys.
I'm also still annoyed that you've continued to let people think the worst of me.
And last but not least, why do i attract the weird guys :( My life is just so incomplete. Hahaha but i got my flight attendant uniform for work! Size 6 but it still doesn't fit properly >3< so glad i didn't get the size 8... It's rather pretty :)