*HAPPY SOUL

“baby you're the best i ever had”

Don't tell everyone your troubles... Because half of them don't give a fuck... and most of the other half are glad that it happened to you. it'omething I've learned in my immediate past, and also possibly something most people would experience at least once in their lifetime.

Lalala, i've ignored the existence of this blog for a while now 8-) but I kind of don't really care since I'm capped anyways and most things on the cybernet take half a million years to load anyway. GRR. So I'll continue... by answering the awkward question usually asked by two people who haven't spoken to each other in a while. How are you?

Well where do I start? I haven't done anything exciting ever since I've gotten sick, besides that time I stayed out after a friend's 'farewell'/birthday outing ... i barely talked to the girl but *shrugs*. Except that night was quite the epic, Winifred & Lucy & Chanel & I went to eat more at KFC after 'dinner' at a Thai (?) restaurant near UTS .. where we barely ate. Then we went back down to Sanctuary Hotel and met up with friends and we proceeded to drink quite a bit 8) ... I hate being sick. Ended up getting home at around 4am 8-) ... night rides to Strathfield. - Don't do it unless you're with friends. You get seedy looks from the beady-eyed variety of men as well as drunk people talking all sorts of nonsense. Really not the ride home you want after a night out.

Anyways, I really hate ungrateful people. Unappreciative, ungrateful, self-centred, oblivious ... whatever you want to call those thankless people. All they do is whinge about what they don't have or what they can't have, but never do they consider what they already have. I wouldn't call this particular person greedy, but she's more needy. Why push the blame on other people? It upsets me, because these people who are trying to provide for you are doing all they can/going out of their way to give you what they can and all you're doing is calling them selfish, accusing them of being disorganised, and ultimately putting them at fault for getting YOUR priorities incorrect. Grow the fuck up. They're not always going to be here for you, fucking learn to appreciate.

........ GRR ANNOYING.

Anyways, I'm recovering. I think. But I'm not 100% yet, but it seems that everybody is coming down with the flu too :) so i'm not too bummed. I've gotta call Ctee tomorrow :) because she's such a bitchface and i miss her and betty x 1000.

I am so fucking hungry right now, I could do with a steak from Dooley's (not just because my sister got to go today) with some good ole' diane sauce with half chips/half mash. Yum... I could also go for some sushi, or that lobster mornay thing ... or that buffet thing whatshisname was talking about a few hours ago. Or some cheesed up spaghetti from poporo.

Mmm.... hunger.

ps. stop fucking whingeing and do your best so you don't let us down. 'us' meaning the people that have sacrificed their time and money for you.

p.p.s. i hate being capped.