“baby you're the best i ever had”
sad face
Saturday, December 05, 2009 || 3:34 am
As I arrived home and the car slowed to a stop, I saw him sitting beneath the white van. Sitting there all alone, looking out onto the road. And at that point, I just wanted to cry.
I've seen it happen all the time, but never has it happened to me. I hope she's in a happier place now :( I was always too lazy to feed her, but she was always there for me when I put the washing up, or when i lingered around in the back yard.
She'd scratch at our door before the storm came around, begging us to let her into the warm cozy of our home. I also remember when she had her second litter of kittens, she sensed something wrong with one of her babies so she brought it to our front doorstep calling for help.
:( Now I feel so guilty of neglecting her. I just want to cry, because she was the nicest kitty out of the three.
How do i feel right now? I really don't know what I feel... it's like I lost something and know that I can't do anything about it. It's like when you clumsily leave your favourite pair of sunglasses on a bus, or lose your wallet somewhere in a suburb like Campsie. You know you won't get it back, but you just can't help but think about when you had it there.
... :( Good night world, I hope Sushi's in a happier place right now