“baby you're the best i ever had”
all you need is trust, and a little pixie dust
Tuesday, January 05, 2010 || 1:09 am
Entry title quoted from
Peter Pan, my man.
I promised a new year's entry a few days ago, but there's too many things happening in my life (not again!?)... yes again. I'm so sick of the serious problems, I just want to be happy. Since my wishes from 2009 didn't really come true, my birthday wishes/CNY wish/everything wish, i'll tell you what it was: I wanted to be happy. Why is happiness so short-lived? So... periodical.
It's the fourth day of 2010, and I'm already in an argument with close friends. And then my sister calls from China, and she's basically crying about how she's homesick and how she's clueless about her uni preferences, and other miscellaneous stuff.
So all this drama about dishing the dirt on people, people being labelled with crude remarks, MISUNDERSTANDING(S). I think I'm the queen of misunderstandings :) most everything that's happened to me involves misunderstandings.
I saw my ex's ex today, I can't tell if she's genuinely nice to me or if she's only nice to me because it says she has to in the customer service manual. I certainly hope she didn't spit in my coffees while i pretended to be busy looking at my phone.
I want to clean my room... Sometimes i wished I had OCD for a day so I would clean my room without even considering watching a movie before it. LOL ...
Well to all the people reading: I apologise if I've ever did you wrong, and to those that I've turned against at some point and you still chose to give me another chance... I LOVE YOUSE :) xx
Today, I am grateful for the people that I can trust, and also the people that forgive and give me second chances. This ordeal actually reduced me to tears ... I don't remember crying about friends. The last time I cried was probably when I couldn't study properly, or even when I heard things about people that I cared about that I didn't want to hear about. Hahaha but I'm way past that now :) I've got to figure out a way to be nice to people without people thinking that I'm flirting.
:) xx