“baby you're the best i ever had”
this time around
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 || 1:25 am
This will be a brief post because I am in no emotional state to write anything that will make sense, except to those who I've talked to in the past few hours.
I am just in an emotional crisis with myself. Hopefully I will get over it quickly, because it's really overriding my true personality. The optimistic one that only assumes the best of all (most) situations/people. Perhaps what has happened will serve as a reminder to me, and those around me that all good things must come to an end sooner or later. I'm not saying my life was at it's peak towards the end of 2009, but simply stating that experiencing ups and downs in life are inevitable.
These tears have fallen. Reviewing the issues in regret, but what can I do? What has happened has happened. The onus is on me to pick myself back up again, of course with the help of my bestest buddies. Thank you CTEE, MELLY, KEVIN, WINIFRED, KIRK and all the other people who have given me words of encouragement :) I love you all, muchly.
And I will try to be my best, for myself and everybody that share with me a genuine friendship.
Sincerely,
The Girl Who Feels Like Ultimate Shit Right Now
xx