Wanna play a (few) game(s) of Who Am I?
1st person. I like to get to know people, just to have a topic to talk about among my friends. Not many people like me because I'm
unattractive on the inside and out, but mostly on the inside. I spend most of my time writing peoples' lives because I believe their lives aren't interesting unless they've been salt and peppered with more 'outrageous' rumours. I'm viewed as extremely sleazy, and people frown upon my ethics and morals 'just because they're not generally accepted by society'. I like to believe that I'm top stuff in terms of my local social hierarchy, because I do things others don't dare to do. I'm disrespectful because, as I said before, I WILL BE THE AUTHOR OF SOMEONE ELSE'S LIFE because I think I am king of my social circle.
2nd person. I have been a victim of the aforementioned character, but I still believe that we have a strong connection in terms of friendship. Mainly because our characteristics are so similar... somewhat identical (but not quite). I will only befriend those who deem beneficial to me. I am highly superficial, and will only treat you a friend if those around me believe you're *worthy*. Basically, I'm a sheep. I don't really have an opinion, but if my best mates think you're a whore, then you are one motherfuckin' kings cross alleyway whore.
***Okay guys, I really can't be bothered thinking on other peoples' point of views. But you get the vibe I'm trying to send here, right? Yeah, these people have been stressing me out a bit. But in the end, I am lucky to have family and friends who wouldn't need to go out of their way (and would if they needed to) to make things better.
This is where I write my opinion: I hate your ways of handling situations. But I admire you in other areas, I guess there's really nothing to hate about you. Just the bouts of overflowing self-esteem and the superior stance you believe you take. But all will be well if you stopped and thought about the way you treat others, and if you'd be happy with being treated that way.
Ignorant people are fucked up. A while back, I wrote about the debate between ignorance and apathy. I am convinced now, that ignorance is 10x worse than apathy. I believe the type of ignorance I'm talking about is when someone goes out of their way to hurt other people. Especially those who bring up sensitive subjects and have a major bitch session about it. Hello? Can we mind our own business please now...!
On a different note, I'm going to JK's on Saturday with nothing to wear! Shopping tomorrow :) And the following week... Valentine's Day? PSH. CHINESE NEW YEAR :D & Jess' whoop!
much loves xx
