“baby you're the best i ever had”
uni work
Thursday, October 28, 2010 || 12:53 pm
Evening tears are deadly to your physical and mental stamina for the next day. My uni schedule often reduces me to tears, whether it be because of having difficulty understanding a concept or even just because I feel myself buckle under the pressure of keeping up with exams and assessments.
It's all okay because I have a loving family, who might not always show their concern for my welfare, and a fucking awesome fiancé who is a tad bit deranged but I like him that way.
Sometimes it takes more than setting up an organizer to help you go about your daily life. It's whether you implement it or not. What's the point of reminding yourself what needs to be done from the tiniest details to the vaguest attempts of action when you don't actually intend to do the necessary tasks?
I enjoy my boyfriend's company very much so... to the point where it becomes a necessity. That's where I'm flawed yet it can also be seen as a blessing. Not many people these days are as fortunate as I am to find someone that they can confide in, run to for whatever reason... whenever they want.
Fidelity has become obsolete through the way young minds have developed in recent years. The saying 'hump and dump' is often brought up when a conversation is brought up about certain couples/flings. Moreover, the egos of serial players are constantly fueled by the desperateness of club sluts and attention whores in general.
Are we, the generations of today in a lose/lose situation now?
LoL what the fuck am I rambling on about?
Basically, I just want to say how lucky I am to have found just about everything I need. Love, education and a future.
xoxo
scribbled from my iPhone :D