“baby you're the best i ever had”
so bloody tired
Friday, May 27, 2011 || 1:09 am
Yeah, I should really be sleeping, or in the shower right now... But I felt like blogging, so that's what I shall do.
Tomorrow, I'm gonna wake up tired as f*ck, study really hard. Figure out what is happening tomorrow, because I'm not all that keen on going to uni with a bag full of my clubbing stuff aye? Going back to Havana (now called Gypsy Lounge) to help promote! Not really the best time to start promoting for a club, I know... because of finals coming up and all.
Growing up really sucks. Responsibilities. Mainly responsibilities, and coping with change, and realising that I'm not going to stay a teenager forever... I can try and place myself behind a facade of teenage freedom, but in the end, it'll just catch right up and run me over. I don't want to be like those old women who dress like they're still 18 and pretend they're the bomb diggity. I just pray for happiness, for the people closest to me...
in·de·pend·ent/ˌindəˈpendənt/
Noun: An independent person or body.
Adjective: Free from outside control; not depending on another's authority.
I don't think I'm capable of being 100% independent, because I'll always need the people closest to be for love and support. I think it's alright to be dependent on something/someone to an extent. But you can't really just come out one day and be like, "I don't want to be dependent on YOU, YOU, YOU.. and YOU". It doesn't work like that, it's all about how you make your decisions. Each and every move, may make you, or break you.
<3 Mmm I'm quite comfortable where I am right now... and no, don't tell me I'm being ignorant. Maybe I am, but who knows? Ignorance is bliss. I'm the type of girl who will go with the flow, do things on the go, organise things whenever needed. I don't like to set a bunch of rules in stone, and be ruined by them.
Moohahahaha! Deep and meaningful post.
At the end of the day...
All you need is love :)