“baby you're the best i ever had”
no moneys = sad face
Wednesday, October 26, 2011 || 1:11 am
Grr, I've been whining about my financial situation for ages now and even after several interviews... I have yet to land a position
anywhere! It's so frustrating :( If it weren't for Dylan's encouraging words and support both financially and mentally, I think I would have had a lot more trouble sleeping at night. How can I go to another country and have no money to spend? Most nights, I lie in bed awake at night and think about what I could do to be able to make some extra dollars, but so far... I've only thought about all the places that would possibly hire me.
It's so painful for me to make daily visits to all the online shopping platforms I've visited since forever, and eyeing at every single garment, gadget, or coupon deals serves as constant reminders that I'm lacking the financial stability to be able to buy nice things without burning a hole in my wallet. I dream of purchasing a travel Scoopon one day and taking my beloved Chupa Chup head on a holiday every break we get from uni, because we barely get to spend quality time together anymore because his course only gets tougher as the years go on...
I also want to buy new bras and undies, and luggage cases for when I go to HK, and also iphone cases to dress my new baby! Hehehe, but of course... only in due time!
<3