“baby you're the best i ever had”
omg fat
Sunday, February 12, 2012 || 1:25 am
You know your periods are on the way when you constantly crave something new every two minutes. LOL, tmi? Nah, but I hope I can delay it for at least another week! I'm suffering from trying to save all the money I am currently earning but at the same time, I'm somewhat excited for Friday night! Although I don't think I invited most of the people I would like there, but it doesn't really matter because I'd probably prefer having separate little dinner things with those important people that I didn't invite. LOL Ironic, aye? Nah, I just don't want anyone feeling awkward and weird because there are so many people they may not know and stuff.
I'm getting sick! My throat is sore and I'm always thirsty. Please please please please be better by Friday! I actually didn't realise that I could make quite a substantial amount of money until I tried to budget for Friday. I guess I'm just a certain type of bad at saving money... It's not okay, and I need to find another way to save my money. I can't stand the fact that the way I go out with friends, it burns a hole in my pocket. Some may think I'm being stingy, but I'm not bloody made out of money. You want someone to pay for your food then ask someone who can actually afford to. OMG money is the root of all evil, and also the bane of friendship. Yep, had this talk before. Nope not cool.
Cbf blogging, going to bed. I wont a few games of starcraft tonight :) until I versed a Zerg... I have no way of defending mutas. And I am so bad at multitasking :(
Anyways generally, everything is fine and dandy at the moment :) However, I can only prepare myself for the worst. I know that once uni starts, things will get better for me. The feeling I had before, its not there anymore :) and it feels good to be able to accept myself for who I am. Because in the end, shit happens. You get over it, you move on with life... and its up to you to decide whether or not you feel held back blahblahblah all that bullshit. :)
PC DATE TOMORROW! Dylan's stupid computer either won't work properly or his net will die when it deems fit (i.e. in the middle of a battle). Gotta think of something to fix this annoying problem!